Lexie. No words. You have went through a lot and pulled out amazingly. You are in Thailand? I always wanted to go. one day...ANd yes so many losses throughout the pandemic. And yes many people wnet through similar thigs. I know I did I had to leave jobs and my marrige after 23 years as well. We all just can do teh best we can. Sounds like you have an amazing supportive family and friends. And indeed it is a wild ride:) Just one step one moment at a time. Thank you for sharing your story.